seems like i am leaving sg quite soon.. i feel more jittery as the clock ticks.. there is so many thing that i havent do.. just email my prof a rough copy of the presentation slides.. initially he opposed to me presenting his research because he was scared of the leakage of priviliged information.. so the teacher-in-charge went to talk to him and then i could present.. BUT i have bad omens.. there is so many thing i cannot talk about.. so how should i answer during Q&A? hmmm.. i cannot tell u cos it is confidential? *Faint* i must think of better thing to say right? Moreover, it is torturous to do presentation on my honours project again.. i forgot nearly every single details of it and now i am forced to recall those dreadful stuff again.. BUT as i have good memory, i could remember it vividly but the fact that i have to hide quite alot of thing for the presentation makes me so sad.. i simply don't know what to do when 1 of the prof from the uni asked me qn during Q&A? i hate it because i want to do a spectacular presentation BUT i cannot.. haiz..

and i realised that i got to buy thing from my trip.. i want to buy quite some snacks for me to eat during my 17 days lonesome travelling BUT seems like i have problems with space allocation.. i doubt i have sufficient space to bring.. anyway, i guess i must do some serious work on packing my luggage OR i will buy too much food and they cannot fit into my luggage.. that will be funny.. as i will be carrying around 5.5kg of food stuff for my aunt during my trip, so i will try to be nice to km so he will help me bring back some stuff that i might buy during the immersion trip back to singapore first.. erm.. km, do you see this?? u will help me with it right?? haha.. =P

haiz.. still got a tuition this coming sat with my kid.. i don't know why i am so lazy to sms her to ask about her chemistry exams results.. haha.. 3 possibilties.. 1st, i can predict the results.. 2nd, i can predict the results.. 3rd, i can predict the results.. haha.. there was once my kid told me she got back her class test, and i asked her, so u failed by how many marks?? her reaction was, please la.. there is no one who will fail all the time.. and she passed!! from then on, i never asked her that question anymore though i m quite tempted to do so, for i don't want to be so belittling.. i m an educator and i should be encouraging.. haha.. i got this feeling that she might have passed her exams this times but she might not have attained 70 marks.. haiz.. her mum will definitely be talking about her grades to me this sat..

hmmm.. there is quite a major thing for me to attend on the 29th May, which is like 2 days before i fly.. hmmm.. i m not so jittery about it cos can then good, cannot also never mind.. but then what is stem cell? haha.. cell from a plant stem.. darn.. i got to read so many thing before 29th May because i don't want to make a fool of myself.. i doubt i only have to read on stem cells.. i got a bad omen!!

anyway, xc said that i should work in the bank.. esp private banks.. wat she said makes sense but am i going to throw my chemistry knowledge away?? i guess i might be a little reluctant to do so.. I am still weighing the pros and cons..