2 of my batch mates are not continuing after their 2 years contract..
This is their first job.. If this's my first job, i would have left as well.. Because this's a place based on seniority.. Never mind, i dont have the energy & gut to find another job.. My ex-boss's horrendous.. I am so worried i will have someone like her as my boss..
Anyway, some NSFs are ORDing.. During our ORD treat to them, they ordered so much food.. Though the food@e place was very reasonable, we had to pay alot as those people order so much.. Ok la, i am fine with that.. But initially i thought of giving them a treat, i kept contemplating because i am wondering if they'll order excessively.. Moreover, i start to think of the days i spent with them.. As they are not my NSFs, they dont work for me.. People do draw lines :p &every morning, before they buy food from the canteen, they wouldnt ask me if i wan to order anything.. i had to approach them & most of the times, they left even before i got the chance to order..
As they are not under me, i cannot ask them to help with my secondary appt.. Basically i m very desperate for help cos my other coordinators are very busy most of the time.. Whenever i want to discuss thing with them, they'll claim i didnt use my brain before asking them.. Darn, i thought it is a teamwork??? Why dont i have anyone to discuss with for events?? It's only me&myself at the initial stage, which's the most critical stage.. & the most important point's my salary do not increase a single bit for taking this secondary appt, instead my performance rAnking which determines my performance bonus's affected.. Oh well, i only have 1 NSF.. How i wish i had some1 to work with me..
& the NSFs had a gathering last Sat but i wasnt invited & they invitec my colleague.. Never mind lor, i wasnt so important anyway...
Anyway, after some consideration, i decided not to treat them.. Or i set precedence.. If one NSF ORD but i didnt treat them then it wont be gd... Forget it.. It's better to treat my own NSF as he help me with so many thing even with my secondary appt & he never say no :) i hate to beg...
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