Tuesday, 24 June 2014
i think i have to agree that it's not suitable for me.. actually i have a purpose in coming here.. too bad, i am unable to fulfil this purpose.. well too bad.. i need to wait for another 1 yr 4 months..
Sunday, 22 June 2014
I asked my colleagues on their reaction if 1 of their friends had fallen out of love and he kept telling them his story again and again for a few days..
One replied that he would just LL and listen to him.. as many time his friend needs him, he'll be there to listen..
My purpose of asking is to understand the responsibility of a friend.. I always believe that friends should always be there for each other.. after some sad things that had happened, i realize that my expectations of friends are too unrealistic.. i guess nobody owes me a living..
There isn't any point to keep dwelling on sad things.. everyone should just move on.. if u wanna rant your unhappy stuff, just rant it on a blog.. no one likes to listen to your sad stories.. friends only want to listen to happy stories..
There was once i was very very sad.. i couldn't sleep and went to run at 2am.. then i told a friend that i was sad and my late run.. that friend bought me a bowl of green bean soup n a slice of watermelon.. haha i must have sounded quite pitiful.. but after that i told myself not to do this to another human being.. for friends will be petrified and that distance themselves from one who emits negativity.. according to theory of diffusion, negativity will be transferred from a very negative person to a less negative or even positive person..
Everyone just gotta be independent and resilient!
Life has been good for me since lk come into my life =)
Went out with dear boy to Nook for pancakes.. we bought 2 different flavors of batter.. hahaha he said we should have ordered a few more flavors so he can make more designs..
These were our 2 battles.. Red velvet and pandan.. we also had caramelized apples and cheddar cheese..
I made an alien.. so cute =)
He made a cat.. and i made 2 fishes..
He made a pig..
He asked if this is a snake.. how could it be a snake? It's a swan..
He made a xmas tree!
The utensil @ nooks..
Too much batter left over.. so he made alot of button pancakes..
Us =)
Nook
P/s: the truffles fries is not bad! I can't seems to upload the picture of the truffles fried =(
Friday, 20 June 2014
I love to eat! How i wish i can just eat non-stop and not grow fat.. recently, i am in love with cheese, noodles and fries.. With the recent 'stress' at work, i just want to eat eat and eat.. but then i m also very hesitant in buying food.. i got too much to consider when deciding what to buy.. will this make me fat? Or is there any on the menu that's healthier n also wat i like...
It's a struggle buying food..
It's happening more recently as i m growing fatter =(
Sunday, 15 June 2014
I need to be patient! The right time'll come.. i just gotta have a little faith and wait..
past few days were quite hectic.. there were things to do @ the office n need to go to a camp as well when my presence's not really that needed..
Nevertheless, one of the days, my hp rang.. my ex-colleague thought that i m in office.. asked me to go SAFRA as there were alot of food left over from a buffet.. another friend messaged me as well.. lol.. just felt quite hilarious n really made my day though i couldn't go down cos i was @ seletar camp..
苦中一点甜 =)
Wednesday, 4 June 2014
patience's a virtue.. i need to learn to wait and not make impulsive decision..
There's nothing i can do now.. I just need to wait for a breakthrough..
Monday, 2 June 2014
omg! my back row's gg to be occupied by gd looking peeps..
Bleahz and i m going to grow real fat.. i m coughing and not enough sleep.. a little short of breath.. hope i'll feel better tmr..
Saw a very interesting quote.. quite apt to me..
“Now all you can do is wait. It must be hard for you, but there is a right time for everything. Like the ebb and flow of tides. No one can do anything to change them. When it is time to wait, you must wait.”
― Haruki Murakami, The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle
Sunday, 1 June 2014
i think i need to have more faith and reassurance.. but no one's giving me that..
well, i am hoping that my life'll move in the right direction soon.. i am quite an ambitious person.. i do not belong here.. i am trying another method now.. pray that it works.. else, hope that thing happens at the right time..
Feeling quite excited about the presentation in Oct.. i am going to go for 1 day perm.. i think i gotta wear a blazer too! Hope that i will have the chance to present =)
My faith's running low.. hope that some1'll deposit some faith into me =S
