Wednesday, 24 September 2014
The sudden sense of disappointment. It's weird to feel this way.
Maybe I am just so not important. Or maybe I just think too much. Well, my head is telling me that it's the former.
Monday, 15 September 2014
I used to be a fan of sweet valley high.. it's nice to read about innocent high school romance.. Whenever I read the book, I would imagine myself to be Elizabeth.. Hmmm.. Elizabeth did not have a personality as interesting as her twin sister, Jessica.. But I am envy that she had a very nice boyfriend, Todd, who stood by her & care alot for her.. Hahaha!
So today morning, I was on the bus 195 to work.. 2 high school students sat opposite me.. they were flirting with each other.. the girl was telling the boy that she fell asleep halfway through their watsapp.. the boy then asked why they were seated so far apart and held the girl's hand.. the girl then rested her head on his shoulder.. she was also playing with her hair when talking to him..
It seems to be a very sweet and innocent love.. they were in an international school.. no one knows if they might part and move on to another country.. they might live happily ever after.. they might even end up with another person.. regardless of the eventuality, i guess it would be a great opportunity to fall in a very innocent and pure love with someone.. in the grown-up world, love's not longer simple.. we compare a lot and this would cause unhappiness..
I hope to see this couple on bus 195 soon.. I really enjoy looking at how they flirted with each other.. they had made my day today!
Sunday, 14 September 2014
Bf knew that i wanna see gigantic lanterns.. he brought me to Garden by the Bay yesterday.. it was so nice to take a car there.. i felt that it was very irritating to take mrt there due to the crowd and numerous transits..
Let's talk about food first lol.. we bought a very special ice cream from a random stall there.. one end contained the corn-flavored ice-cream, while the other end was the vanilla-flavoured..
There's also 灯谜.. Omg! There was a man who googled for answers.. When he explained on how he derived the answer, he kept looking at his handphone..
It was so crowded.. we took a picture with many humans as part of the background.. the photo turned out to be amazing!
There were very few opportunities for us to take pictures with the lantern displays.. due to the lighting issues, we will appear dark against the brightly lit displays.. Nonetheless, bf who's experienced in photography found some spots where we could take decent pictures with our camera handphone..
There were many displays..the themes seems to be places of interest in various parts of the world and the 12 zodiac..
My favorite cows!
A old man carrying his wife.. hahaha!
So pretty!
Some of the 12 zodiac looked weird.. the rabbit looked like a mouse.. the snake looked like a frog.. the dog didn't look like a dog.. the pig had a long nose.. but i still like the displays! They were pretty!
Wanna thank my dear boy for bringing me there.. the event ending tonight.. it was a night of awesomeness and fun.. it would have been a pity if we did not go!
The mid autumn festival was on 8 Sep 14 (mon). Went out with dear boy to chinatown on 7 Sep 14.
Had some dim sum @ 德宝 @ Chinatown.. Shihui introduced me to this place.. Since then I've been to this place with many different peeps..
Then we went to the mass lantern walk.. was quite disappointed that the peeps only carried battery operated lanterns.. seems like it wasn't possible to carry those candle-lit lanterns.. it was so crowded.. and i might hurt someone should one push into my lantern.. luckily my sweet bf saw my disappointment and we went to chinese garden.. i suggested chinese garden as I always go there during mid autumn.. There were many beautiful gigantic lanterns previous years..
To my freaking horror, i realised that there were no decorations at all.. but we still played with our lanterns.. bf lit the candle and put it into the lantern for me.. it was quite fun..
Vandalism at its best.. someone placed a lit candle on a statue..
We got out of chinese garden but i didn't want to extinguish the candles and keep the lantern.. we carried the lanterns all the way to the bus stop.. bf kept asking me to stop playing le.. cos the bus's coming..
A we-fie to sum up our excursion for the night!
Tuesday, 9 September 2014
Woke up feeling sianz.. hope everything will be fine soon.. gotta stop talking to happy girls.. anyone with any sob stories to share? Sounds evil but need some happiness back..
Monday, 8 September 2014
Just feel kind of sad.. after my friends & colleagues told me about their views.. i kept telling myself to be contented and not to compare.. but this might just be human's nature to compare..
Haiz.. can this happen to me too?
Monday, 1 September 2014
(Picture source: https://www.ohkpop.com/f/amber-josephine-liu-plastic-surgery.html)
Didn't work today.. watched an episode of 美人驾到4.. is a korean show on how devastated gals came to the show with the hope that they could be given free plastic surgery to improve their looks!
The lady in the above picture was chosen.. prior to this, she had very low self-confidence.. after this, she became a ravishing beauty.. i am sure that many guys will now go for her.. and she could marry a rich guy and live happily ever after..
From my many negative experiences, i really learn that looks are very important! It's kind of sad that i was so darn obese until university.. it was even sadder that i didn't have many frens until university.. but well, i had only myself to blame.. i was so disgustingly obese then! why didn't i take care of my appearance? I am a girl and the role of a girl is to take care of her appearance!
Well, recently i realised that my metabolism rate's falling.. shit! Will i be disgustingly obese once more?
Anyway, i came across a song.. http://youtu.be/KDATboM_VVk