Saturday, 17 January 2015
it had been quite a torturing year at work and I am counting down every freaking day... weekends always pass in a breeze but weekdays seems to take forever to pass..
I met amazing but depressing stuff too.. how could thing be amazing and depressing? I met 2 super-duper rich girls, girl A and girl B.
Girl A stayed in a landed property. She had tonnes of branded goods,even her shoes were branded. She had been to many countries and ate at many expensive places. she quitted her job to take a Master. Wow.
Girl B is maybe rich. She had a super rich boyfriend. The boyfriend bought her many branded stuff and paid for their travel. The dinner place they go is very expensive, about $300/pax. So for both of them would be more than $600. Her wedding'll be at a 6-star hotel. Wow, i can't wait to attend her wedding. It'll be very grand!
There are some places I wanna go but have to think twice. But I guess if I were them, I didn't have to consider and could just do it. Maybe I should just splurge and have a very nice and expensive meal soon.. Even the guys who earn $400 a month went to eat at salt grill and bar at ion, maybe i should go somewhere I like and have a nice meal there!
Sunday, 11 January 2015
a few bitches are on my Facebook list..
seeing how happy they are simply pissed me off! everyone I saw their updates, it affirms my belief that the world's freaking unfair.. pretty face rules the world.. heck care the rotten heart! their husbands/boyfriend must be an ultimate jerk too! birds of the same feather flock together..
why is my blood boiling hot?
Sunday, 4 January 2015
when you bump into that person's friend, your heart just aches a little.. at the same time, you the pain that you have gone through came into your mind.. now that everything is over, you just need a little reassurance that the bad won't be back again.. Normally, whatever happened to others won't really affect me to the extent of me being depressed.. but it would be different if it's something that i had gone through before..
This year, i need to be more open to people and try to understand that though no one(even the so-called friend) is obliged to help me in even the tinest way, i need to just go out and socialize.. i thought i have many friends but when i needed a boyfriend back then, none introduced their friends to me when they had very eligible friends.. well, whatever lor, it doesn't matter to me anymore cos I have an awesome boyfriend now..
My new year resolution:
1. Have more faith in humans.
2. Challenge myself mentally by either taking German or learning another language (which's probably french).
3. Avoid carbs and lose some weigh.
4. Hang out more with friends.
5. Take photo with him in our graduation robe in NUS.
6. Be positive, stop thinking about the past and try not to compare with what others have.
7. Eat at many pretty places.
8. Have faith in my relationship with bf and love him more.