Monday, 30 May 2011
I m stuck@manicurist.. boo :( almost 2.5hrs¬ done yet :( there goes my off :(
Saturday, 28 May 2011
sigh the air force open house's so ulu! disgusting.. I took a cab there&had2walk v v long distance before I reach the OWC stall..
there's a v nice indian lady & we chatted also on thurs&today :) So fun :)
luckily doris came today:) we went to get a goodie bag.. which's just a tupperware.. sianz.. but luckily the queue's not long :p
then we got out of the open house wrd 5.30pm.. there r no cabs, cabs on call or cab refused to stop.. crowded buses, buses v infrequent..
luckily we gt through comfort taxi after a long wait on the phone! doris sent me to kallang mrt & I m quite grateful :)
thank God, I didn't have to go tmr :)Labels: HP post, job
Tuesday, 24 May 2011
The more i think of it, the more upset i feel..
I feel like cursing & swearing.. If i am really that bad, let me go.. This is not my primary job & i was not paid extra to do this.. For heaven sake, my involvement in this extra task pulls me down.. I really feel like an idiot still continuing.. I must b stupid!! I rather spent more time with him than doing this where no one appreciates.. Last fri was an event which i m the ic &this week another one.. Though i m not the ic for this week event, i need to help out.. I gonna miss funfair on sat :( fuck..
& the place's so ulu.. For heaven sake, my performance bonus was so little, i really dont want to waste $$ on cab.. Why m i depriving myself of time to do this additional work which is always located @ ulu place & most of the time, pple who drive will not drop me to nearest mrt as it is not on the way.. I really feel very miserable with tt little pb & now i need to waste time (mostly after work) do extra stuff & I need waste $ pay cab.. damn spare me the agony!!!!!!!!!
Whatever, pls get somebody to do that task.. Damn so scared i will kena complaint again..
Anw, i am burnt out.. Fuck.. I got a phobia.. A phobia i will b complain again :( let me go!!!! :(
Labels: job
Monday, 23 May 2011
I have changed.. To a large extent, I think.
Life's so unfair.. Why m i doing so many freaking thing which is not my job?? Not only am i not appreciated, it affected my appraisal.. Forget it, i m really very exhausted.. I shall just give myself a break.. :)
I really need a break badly.. But with this tiny amount of performance bonus i got, where can i go? :(
I m really burnt out!!
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Labels: expression of love, job
Sunday, 22 May 2011
I really think everything's so unfair.. I did so much & this's what i get.. I'd rather be a slacker.. At least i hv more time to rest & wont hv insomnia due to stress..
Labels: expression of love, job
Monday, 9 May 2011
I Just realised today that i am super imaginative.. @ first i thought my friends arranged for a meet up today cos is my bdae.. Cos the organiser said every1 was free yesterday & asked if i could join...I felt a little touched cos i never thought they wan to celebrate my birthday cos this practice didnt exist for this particular grp of friends.. No la, i am not feeling negative or what.. At least can meet up with them.. However i wonder what's wrong with my mind.. Why did i have such ridiculous imagination?? :pLabels: expression of love
Wednesday, 4 May 2011
e angriest tin's u get v little perf bonus & u took a bloody bus tt usually wont b caught in a jam to the mrt station & u r caught in the bloody jam.. u miss ur shuttle bus to work & u've to pay $8-9 for cab fare! wa lau i shall nt laze in e bed tmr.. just another 10 min of lazing on e bed had costed me $8-9.. damn.. sometimes i hate the place i m working@.. so inaccessible! darn..Labels: HP post, job
Tuesday, 3 May 2011
I reali dont give a damn le.. at first i tot of buying a bag (gucci, lv or watever) after i gt my perf bonus but i felt so demoralised after i got very little bonus.. w my little amt of $, i better save the $ than splurge on the bag.. :(
I decided to give myself a rest this yr.. the $ is too little to spur me.. since it also means no one appreciate the great amt of work i done last yr.. i was multi-tasking & even OT.. sianz.. I felt so stupid I shldnt hv worked till 2-3am.. those can wait shld b done the nxt or nxt nxt day!Labels: HP post, job
