Saturday, 27 October 2007
today was a horrific day.. another bouts of presentation on thing i never will understand and thing i dont want to know.. nevertheless i manage wrote some dialogs for my german oral..
and i got someone to help me edit!! actually i know meiyin will help me if i asked her to help me with the editing but i think she is simply too busy.. dont feel like adding extra burden on her..
so meng ni told me that her fren taking german 6.. so he is a good person to help me with the editing.. and i asked meng ni yesterday to tell her fren to help me.. and so after the presentation, jia en help me with the editing.. i was so touched!!
and kw, me and him were then talking about our germany trip.. wow.. this is so interesting..
he is just so nice.. he said if we need anymore help, we can let him know!! =)
and ya, my english language proficiency drop after my german proficiency increase.. km asked me to help him edit his essay and i really take some time to ponder on the sentence structure..
oh ya. i have eaten alot today!!
god.. i will grow fat!!!!!!
Friday, 19 October 2007
why do i have the luxury of time to blog now? aren't I supposed to be in lab?
darn this whole week din start right.. mon started from 9.30am (which means i woke up at 8am) and ended at 9.30pm cos of 4241 tutorial (which means i get home at ard 11.30pm)
din have sufficient sleep this whole darn week.. juggling with lab and school work.. sort of nelgecting my violin.. my teacher said that i can proceed to the next grade soon but it din amuse me cos i shld have proceeded to the next grade long long time ago if only i were not tied now by lab and modules..
so the flu viri secretly resided in my body and they multipied.. great grand father.. grand father.. father.. son.. all living so harmoniously with their spouses.. my immune system tried to resist them but they are brave warriors who fear no death.. perhaps unity yields great strength.. and they conquered my body sucessfully.. causing my body to act as a photocopying machines that amplifiy their poplution which leads to an acceraltion in their reproduction rate..
yesterday was a horrific day.. when i was so proud that although i was so sickly, yet managed to complete 3 work-ups.. just as i was leaving the lab for presentation rehearsal.. i took the scissor to cut some parafilm to seal my round bottom falsk on a shelf.. i was so not cautious, i didnt notice the small glass bottle around 5cm in height and 2 cm in diameter beside the scissor and the cuttle of parafilm, some sticker, stationery and stuff, and the scissor hits the bottle and it felll.. that belongs to my mentor's compound.. at first when i heard the sound, i din even know what fell.. cos the glass bottle was too small and i was so sure that there was no large glass container around..
but anyway, i was so upset cos i didnt know wat was going on.. why am i so careless?? if only that belongs to me.. i m feeeling so guilty.. haiz..
then i cannot go home early to rest cos the presentation rehearsal was delayed by an hr plus cos someone has something personal to settle.. the discussion ended at 10pm last night and kw's dad sent me home.. and i was so happy that i reached home within 25mins.. my bus journey will take me 1.5 hours.. and i managed to play something on my violin yesterday..
and i got 2 german essays (100words each) due.. test on wed.. presentation tmr.. violin pieces to practice.. some legal issue to settle..
my god.. everyone is helping my flu viri to survive.. thanks.. i finally realised that the flu viri are more worthy of existence than me myself..
maybe because i m just too fat and ugly or wat.. and society has no place for me.. it is ok.. i will try my very very best to ace for externality.. or according to the law of the survival of fittest, i will be wiped away from the surface of this earth soon.. and the flu viri now is just a gentle reminder that i have to take it seriously..
Monday, 15 October 2007
recently i have been so busy.. so disgusted with my heavy workload.. and the worst thing is i m gonna graduate in abt 8 months time.. and i have absolutely no idea wat i want to do when i graduate.. i din go for any talks or wat.. partly cos i got not time for it.. i rather spent my time on my fyp or wat.. cos my progress is slow.. and i m pretty upset abt it..
however i have sort of wanted to go somewhere for graduation tour and i m still hunting for someone to go with me.. maybe i will go a short trip with xl and mq.. and i will go grad tour with someone.. i have envisaged the whole pretty thing abt my grad tour.. in the event i cannot find that someone.. i will just go on my own la.. hahahha..
and wat.. i have been like a pig recently.. i eat supper nowadays.. when i get home from school.. lectures ends around 8pm or 9.30pm.. and when i get home it is pretty late.. and i feel famished.. haiz.. gotta control myself.. i dont want to grow fatter!!!!
god must bless me.. i've flopped my first test for my cm4236.. therefore the most i can get for that module is only a B+.. i prayed i will get a B+ for that.. anything lower than B+ will place my CAP in a dire situation..
maybe i really need to hunt for something else in life besides grades.. now that 4236 has disappointed me..
watever it is.. life is all abt externalities and now i m trying my best to cultivate externalities.. and yup.. i m very critical of other externalities recently.. i m not superficial.. it is not my fault but society's.. and watever that is unto me will be then unto on others.. so please don't blame me.. i m just venting my frustration.. the time has arrived..
Saturday, 6 October 2007
i wonder why the weather is so hot recently.. after my lab shifted from s5 level 6 to suresh's lab, i felt so reluctant to do experiment.. my lab used to be air conditioned.. cos of some exhaust pipe issue, my lab got to move down.. unbelievable!!!
the safety pple claimed that it is not good for our health there but the problem is.. i might be dead from the heat and dehydration now.....................
so my mentor was telling me that working under my prof will cause ur weight to decrease.. he said his weigh has decreased.. but for me.. my weigh has sky-rocketed.. cos the weather was so hot and the water cooler nearest to my lab don't have cold water.. i can't imagine that the water cooler produces water that is as hot as the surrounding air.. hence, i went to buy canned drinks to drink.. 1 day i drank about 3 can.. the effect is now taking a toll on my weigh.. fat cells in my body are expanding and now to the brink of swelling.. and i have gained a whopping of 2kg.. when my mentor has become thinner..
ok from now on, i wont succumb to anymore cold can drinks (and ironically, the drinks that i chose are low sugar one that is reflected on the can).. i shall learn to make do with the warm water from the damn water cooler..
because i have to choose between feeling hot but weigh maintained or feeling cool and comfortable after drinking the cold supposedly low sugar canned drink but weigh skyrocketed.. any sane female will choose the former..
now i m so unclear wat i want to do after i grad.. haiz.. master or work?