fri was so interesting.. fri was the first time i actually went to my client's house to sign letter of offer(LO).. my first ever LO.. the funniest thing is that i got to explain the LO in chinese.. i was so panicky.. because i was so scared that i forgot certain terms.. it is stressful leh.. trust me.. but then somehow i survived.. haiz.. hopefully, this shall be the first and last time that i have to explain the LO in chinese..

sat went to mit's bdae party.. quite fun with seeing familiar faces that i have not seen for super long time le.. however going home was a hassle.. down town east is just too far away from my house.. wah.. luckily mq went home with me or i will be so alone taking the super long train journey from pasir ris back to boon lay.. mq noticed that i was very tired.. and yesh i am super tired.. how i wish i got someone to drive us home.. i prayed silently but yet, it never happened.. so we took a train home..

today on the way to showflat.. the taxi driver and i were discussing about relationship (r/s).. what a fun topic but yet, it is so irritating to talk to guys about this.. i always tried not to discuss about r/s with guys cos i always get agitated because they never seems to tell the truth.. guys always said that appearance doesn't matter and whatsoever crapz.. go to hell lah..

once my gf broke up with her bf.. i cannot tell much cos i dont want anyone to guess successfully who she is.. anyway, i was so tempted to tell her pls lose 10 kg.. he WILL come back to u.. don't know why she suddenly grow so fat.. i always remember what my guy fren told me.. being fat is being socially unacceptable.. and don't ever do thing that is socially wrong or u have to suffer(when ur bf leaves u)..

guys who said when it comes to choosing a wife, that appearance doesn't matter or height doesn't matter turns me off.. it turns me off more when guys said that it is ONLY the character that matters.. for heaven sake, what is the point of being so darn fake?

sometimes i wonder why can't everyone be borned in the same way.. just like ants.. all looks identical.. hence there will be no ugly and hence, no discrimination..

why must there be differences? uniqueness is the bane of life..

p/s: huifang is looking for her second chance..

something to share

the first incident is about.. something i always faced in NUS appears in my life once again.. however, i cannot believe that i am so misunderstood this time round and i lost a friend.. i cannot believe this.. haiz.. probably my NUS frens are still the best in some aspect because they will always trust me rather than bitches.. and please.. dont expect me to explain.. my style is.. if u trust any ah cat ah dog but me.. then forget it.. if u think i m like that, i cannot bother to explain either.. and somemore we so old liaoz, why u have no perspective of your own meh? always have to listen to what bitches got to say?

anyway i opened the letterbox and saw a mail addressed to you.. felt so sianz.. i wonder what would have happened if i took a right turn instead of a left turn.. if i never insisted and forced thing to be together.. would thing have changed?

there is just something i always blamed myself.. haiz.. i will never ever dissuade anyone from divorcing le.. yup.. sometimes people just marry for the wrong reason.. guys marry gals who are pretty.. gals marry guys who are rich.. if i was never so selfish in the past, i bet i would have prevented a tragedy from happening..

nevertheless there are happy events happening.. my best friends are always there for me =) friday night was out with branch but never got the chance to sing.. then yesterday went k box with mq and xl.. shiok man.. i sing until i dont want to sing.. hahaha.. today saw hl at showflat.. i am so happy.. i always felt very blessed that no matter what shit i go through, i always have someone who would be there to talk to me.. esp xl, she always was there either on the phone with me or physically.. =)

so next sat would be gg for mit's bdae party.. think it gonna be fun meeting up with old fren again..