Saturday, 31 May 2014
lunch on 30 May & 29 May@ Depot Heights! Cheap & Good! Yums..
LLunch @ 28May.. @ a eexpensive western food stall near the camp.. taSte nice but very expensive~ hope it closes down soon!
Thursday, 29 May 2014
wow, saw this photo on FB.. the wordings are so pretty!
hmmm, the pie looks creamy..will end up removing much of the cream on the pie..
Tuesday, 27 May 2014
recently i feel hopeless at work.. trying to think of a solution..
Went to Gombak for a talk with my office peeps.. For my previous posting, my ex-colleagues would give us a lift.. My peeps here are less willing to do so..
So one of my colleague & I took 177 to bukit batok mrt.. Apparently, there were 2 queues for 177.. We didn't realise that these 2 queues meant different 177.. one makes a loop at bukit panjang and comes back to the same bus stop at mindef and then to westmall.. the other goes direct to westmall..
We boarded the wrong bus.. took very long to reach BB.. However, I met Amelia and chatted with her.. then I also met WT & Mel.. So happy as I didn't want to eat alone tonight..
Taking the wrong bus's a blessing in disguise.. Is this a sign for me not to lose hope at work and things'll be fine at work?
Monday, 26 May 2014
a gal likes a guy.. she tells him her feelings towards him in an indirect manner.. the guy has no feelings for her and doesn't see any future with her..
The correct thing that the guy should do is to reject her in an indirect manner.. and if need be, keep an arm's length from her..
However, he plays along with her.. showering her with adequate attention so that her love for him grows.. sadly, her love for him's like a cactus.. just a little of his attention's enough to not only sustain the cactus but allow it to blossom..
Humans r so selfish.. they like the fact that someone is hopelessly in love with them.. they need such 'victim' to boost their ego, self-worth & popularity..
The question is.. how can a friend convince her that the guy has no interest in her?
Sunday, 25 May 2014
I like it when the world's spinning.. the feeling's fantabulous!
Let*s drink some alcohol..
Wednesday, 21 May 2014
Got a sudden liking for spicy soup with noodles recently. had eaten tom yam udon noodles with add-ons of 3 guo ties for 2 consecutive days.. yesterday, i was on leave.. then today i got craving for the tom yam udon wanted. too bad, boss wanted to eat Korean food.. but anw, the stall so inflexible, disallow me to change my noodles to udon.. Anw, turn out to be good... but not spicy..
The noodle is sspecial and i finished everything.. bleahz.. i was so bloated!
I took 195 home.. the bus driver didn't wait for me to alight.. so i alighted at the next stop and took a bus to Commonwealth mrt.. So might as well have dinner there.. So i ate tom yam yee mian with 3 dumplings.. wanted guo tie but the stall keeper said too little..
Hope i can eat my tom yam udon with 3 guo tie toMorrow.. *crossing my fingers*
Tuesday, 20 May 2014
wow my bf & i will be celebrating our 6monthsary in less than 3 weeks' time.. so exciting! =)
Sunday, 18 May 2014
Had wanted to post this sometime back.. a little backdated.. lol.. I think I had posted something similar before..
When i was young, my mum always bought a cake for my sis on her birthday.. She would sometimes custom-make a cake for her.. However, my mum never bought a cake on my birthday.. instead, she would buy me a pack of kueh baulu.. Once, i counted the number of kueh baulu in the pack.. there were 49 pieces.. OMG! 49 pieces of very dry kueh baulu.. My mum did explain her rationale for not buying me a birthday cake.. But it's really crappy!
In uni, someone in the group would usually buy a cake for the birthday boy and sing a happy birthday song for him.. Then he'll make a wish and cut the cake.. However, on my birthday, nobody did that for me.. just tonnes of happy birthday messages on my Facebook wall and a simple lunch or dinner with friend.. At first, I was really upset but told myself that it's not the end of the world.. Then I hid information of my birthday on Facebook.. Those tonnes of birthday messages meant nothing for me & i had to waste time thanking everyone.. once, someone asked me why i never thanked him on Facebook for his bdae wish.. Wa lau why so troublesome? As if u really remember like tt.. But anyway, after i disabled the birthday info on Facebook, no one even remembered my birthday.. including that so-called friend..
As i grew older, i realized that we have to be more zen.. I bought cakes for my birthday.. Why depends on others?
Then someone organised an outing 1 day before my birthday and surprisingly, everyone from that group turned up.. I thought it was for my birthday.. One of the groupmates even offered to buy KOI for us.. At that time, the queue for KOI's bubbletea was horrific and i was crazy about KOI previously.. I thought it was my best friend who coordinated this.. haha, it turned out to be a 'farewell' dinner because 1 of us would be going to the US for 1 month.. Anyway, I just laughed at myself for thinking too much.. and till now, this incident's so vivid in my mind.. I told X about it.. X told me to be optimistic.. X said that I should be grateful that I met up with friends (though not to celebrate my birthday) and I needed not queue for KOI..
It wasn't a hint for X to buy me a cake.. I just needed to share about my feelings and get some feedback.. Strangely, X bought me a cake that year.. Haiz, maybe I should talk to a random stranger online.. Previously, I could not really blog about this because I didn't want anyone to think that I was hinting them or what.. It was also partly because friends are also reading my blog..
As I am now no longer a little girl, I think I have learnt not to focus on tiny weeny things in life.. Furthermore, on what basis should i demand anything from anyone?
One of my friends told me that I am a 小黄花。Very cheery and bring happiness to people around me.. But I am too insignificant for anyone to notice my presence..
Well, I am not emo.. I just really have to write about this topic.. when I was young, I did not have moolah to buy cake.. but now,I am working! I don't earn alot but at least, I can still afford some of the things i want.. I am going to look for a delicious coffee cake! *yums*
In everything give thanks...
Thursday, 15 May 2014
Sigh! I felt so tired at work today.. just felt very bleak about my future.. but i cannot even opt for another posting now.. is really bleahz..
Every morning is a race against time to go to office.. the bus 243 to mrt station is horrific.. 2 or 3 buses come together at the same time.. so when u miss this fleet of 243, u gotta wait up to 10mins for the next 243..
MRT ride's so unpleasant.. the stop at each station is uber long and the mrt's traveling at such a slow speed.. it's so crammed that u can feel the body heat of the person standing beside you.. MRT removed many seats and we had to stand throughout the journey...
Then I need to take bus 195 from queenstown mrt to office.. the waiting time's erratic.. the bus frequency ranges from 5mins to 25mins..
Going home's also a nightmare.. the waiting time still applies.. and my office's nowhere near civilization.. i can't even grab finger food..
Some peeps are fortunate. they have a lift to and fro work.. I hope I can meet someone who drives and stay near me.. i hope that if the person ever appear, he/she will offer me a ride.. this can certainly make my life better.. but i doubt i will ever find that person..
Sunday, 11 May 2014
it's weird that i m angrier after talking to someone!
Shall stop thinking abt it!
Shall go play some games and online shopping.. what a morning.....
Initially wanted to post something else but am angry now.. so no mood to write what i had originally wanted to write.. feel like talking to someone now but feel that is pointless.. people r just interested to know but not to care..
Well anyway, a few moments ago, i weighted myself.. OMG! I have gained 4kg!
Oops does skipping dinner help?
Sunday, 4 May 2014
Apparentness and reality are the exact opposite.. however, the distinction between them is not very visible.. most thought that they are the same..
Time can differentiate them.. sometimes it just takes longer and my patience is wearing thin..
