Thursday, 22 September 2011
feeling quite sad recently.. cos I felt so alone.. everytime when I m free, my friends are not.. when i m not or lazy to go out..
growing up is really sad.. everyone judge people based on appearance.. if there's God, why is there inequality?
What's life after death? Nobody knows.. So sad! :x Pershaps it's good that life after death's a big unknown, or people might consider ending their life..
Boo, what a depressing day.. I was at a building beside his building, yet he refused to meet me.. Sometimes, I'll travel all the way from tuas to that building to look for him.. Passing by my house.. But today, I was there for course (which's quite rare) but he refused to meet me..
Sigh.. I spoken to someone.. She seems like a nice person, but she was not married.. I guess is because of her appearance.. Sad! Guys are merely fascinated by pretty faces&figures..
Anyway today marks the end of my second year at work.. I chose to continue.. At first, I was hoping to have a dinner with him (a simple celebration) but he ignored me.. Sigh..Labels: expression of love, HP post, job, life, little girl
Sunday, 26 July 2009
the little girl and cakes and pizza
once upon a time, there was a girl who love cakes but she concealed love for cakes because her mum would never buy the cakes for her.. the girl was disappointed.. she tried to manipulate her mind and forced herself to believe that she did not like to eat cakes.. the little girl never had any impression of her mum buying her a cake at all.. she would stare with admiration and jealousy when her mum bought her little sis a cake every year.. one year, the little girl decided to buy herself a cake.. she ate the cake but it didn't taste good.. the horrible taste lingered in her mouth, refusing to go away.. the little girl cried.. she couldn't understand why that cake tasted so bad.. it was her first cake that she ever owned after long waits for her mum or just someone else to buy her a cake..
this little girl also liked to eat pizza.. but her mum never would buy her pizza.. there was once she was back from school and her mum told her that she had bought her a pizza.. the little girl was excited and rushed to the kitchen.. but she did not see any large flat square box.. then her mum pointed to a white plastic bag that seems too small to contain the pizza.. anyway, there was no pan pizza at that time.. the box in the plastic bag appeared to be round rather than square.. she knew that there was something amiss.. she opened the bag and saw a round transparent plastic box that contained a big round bread smeared with tomato sauce with toppings which included a tiny amount of ham, corn and peas and those cheapo sausage.. her heart sank when she saw that.. she would rather have something else, maybe those cheapo white bread than that piece of bread.. she smelt and took a bite.. she told her mum that she didn't like the piece of dough.. her mum was very furious and forced her to finish the pizza cos she bought it specially for her.. the little girl teared when she struggled to finish the awful dough and whenever she passed by bakery and saw the kind of dough, she just feel very sad..
the little girl still liked to eat cakes and pizza.. but her mum had yet and would never buy her those..
p/s:
to the little girl:
你一定要坚强!! 反正,蛋糕和皮萨吃多了会变肥..
Labels: little girl