Life is just a joke... Sigh...
I think the funniest joke of the year 2011 is when i thought my frens was celebrating my birthday for me :x Cos my fren was so misleading, he told me everyone was free for meet up & asked if i was free as well.. My another fren offered to buy KOI for us & i was so touched cos i thought it was my birthday so she thought i love KOI so she went to queue for us.. Haha, in the end, it was a farewell for her so mayb she helped to buy KOI for us is cos to thank us for attending her farewell.. I felt so stupid to assume that they met up to celebrate my birthday cos there's no practice for this group to celebrate birthday.. You know i really like it when a large group of people giving me a surprise birthday celebration.. And the funny thing was I thought everyone disguised their intention so well which make me thought it was a surprise celebration & expecting a cake out of nowhere.. lol.. Whenever i think about this, i find myself really stupid.. So stupid to assume such nice thing would even occur..
I didnt even have any flowers for my graduation.. Most of them were either carrying flower and/or bears in their arms, so envious that people really care for them as no one bought me anything.. I quite like the graduation bear, that's wearing the same the science graduation robe.. But it costs $50 & i thought it was too expensive for me.. I wonder why i even attended my own graduation ceremony.. I just felt so sad attending it..
Then he bought me the 3rd bouquet of flower after i asked him to.. I was like nagging him to do so.. So in the end, when he finally got me the flower, it was so expected.. Really.. My heart sank.. Cos i felt quite pathetic that i had to ask for my own flowers.. :( he tried to put the flowers behind his back when he approached me but i already knew he would buy me on that day.. Sigh..
I m too tired.. The entry is already sad enough.. Shall stop blogging for today..
Labels: expression of love, HP post, life
