new yr resolution

new yr new feel.. i am quite excited abt 2010.. i am excited abt my new job.. anyway, i feel that as i become prettier, my temper becomes uglier.. i expect special treatments fr people cos of my pretty face.. i spent so much effort on it.. wahahaa..

anyway, my aim is to meet someone who can give me a military wedding.. actually i have met someone very eligible.. but then he is slightly shorter than me.. i wonder if it is possible.. he is also gg sailing a few days later to march.. i believe that there must be fate between people for a r/s to start.. but then sometimes it just need that little initiative for everything to start.. anyway, forget it, he is too eligible le.. oh my, i tin i have a soft spot for overseas scholar =) i only want the best.. the ah cat ah dog is too ordinary, i wont want to live with an ordinary man for the rest of my life.. the worst being mistaking an ordinary guy for someone rich or intelligent..

i want to conduct a talk in the yr 2010.. yesh.. i am scheduling something this jan.. recently i kena tonnes of arrows but since i kena, i might just do my best.. i also intend for more.. i cannot wait to go work on mon.. trust me cos my new yr resolution might be fulfiled within the first month of 2010.. =)

i need to control my temper.. as i become prettier, my status is rising =P so i m expecting more fr people.. esp guys.. i m ignored for so many yrs due to my overweigh body.. now is payback time.. but then i felt guilty towards some guys.. fyi, i m only evil to guys la.. and i was so bad to someone but then he still opened car door for me.. i mean this guy is just doing a gentlemanly act but it has been a long time anyone ever open car door for me le.. but then i am still v evil to him..

i must maintian my weigh or decrease my wt in 2010.. the slimmer i am the better my life will be..

anyway, i got this very strong feeling that i will marry an officer in the military.. cos i want a military wedding =)

i must also prepare myself emotionally as i can see that my place will be threatened.. haiz............................. but then an end might not be a bad thing as it could also mean a new beginning..