i just feel that i need to vent.. i m dying le.............

haiz............. i wonder why all bad things are happening to me? all the bad things are happening to me.. everything was wrong from the day i was borned.. i was fed with excessive food and hence i grow big and fat.. suposedly i shld feel happy eating alot of food but the food that i eat most of the time are not food i like to eat.. damn it.. hence, i have learnt to be murderous when someone suggests some place i dont like to eat.. i'd rather not go for the outing or wat.. i hate to compromise.. what is the point of compromising? compromise to eat what i dislike to eat, what i dislike to do..

the root is that nobody give a damn of one's character.. it is too tangible and human being just dont give a damn for thing that they cannot see..

anyway i was quite looking forward to course last week cos i tot i could eat the naan near the camp.. i mean i wont want to go to that place specially for the naan cos it is quite out of the way.. in the end, no one rmb i want to eat at that place and we instead ate at some other place =(

forget it la.. i just knew it.. how could it be possible that people rmb that i want to eat naan ne? it is alrighty.. it is not the first time le.. whatever i want i simply not fated to get de la.. tmd..

i dont want to marry a loser.. it is better to be single than to marry a loser.. because when i want to satisfy my craving of naan, i will have to go alone be it single or married.. and the worst might be my husband would even want me to pay for him.. then isnt it better to be single and then have a toy boy? at least u tell him u want to eat naan, he would never force u to go eat laska instead and then expects u to pay cos he would nag that married couple should not be so particular about who is paying for what.. shit.. isnt married life worse than a prostitute?