the importance of money..

there is really nothing more impt in life than money.. i have too many thing i want to buy but no $$ =( at first i thought i can earn lota of $$ in banking but in the end, i was with a bitchy boss and she used me..

now that i m a salaried worker, there is simply no way for me to break free of the poverty cycle.. there is so many thing i want to buy but no $$.. sad =(

and i went online shopping and was hoping that they will mail the thing to me before xmas, but it will not happen, my clothes will only be mailed to me after xmas.. =( and possibly in yr 2010!! wtf =/

on a brighter note, i have became a smarter gal.. i will never forget every little sufferings that i have gone through..

and i must maintain my physical appearance.. people judge u by ur appearance and not by ur character..

haiz just feel so depressed today.. everything in life costs $$.. just like "real" love cost $$ too.. before a guy likes u, u have to pretty first.. before u are pretty, u need to groom urself.. before u can groom urself, u need $$..

everything in life has a price tag.. u can have watever u want if u have $$.. if someone resists ur offer, it does not mean that the person has integerity.. but rather the offer did not match the value of his integrity.. the value of integrity fluctuates from situation to situation.. for eg, for someone to lie might just cost $300.. but for criminal forgery might cost $100K.. the value depends on the intensity of aftermath upon losing of integrity..

if one has unlimited $$, he could own the whole world.. cos everything in life comes with a price tag, so if u can afford it, u will own it.. this applies to both thing that are intangible and tangible.. u name it, u have it if u have sufficent $$..

in one situation, my integrity is only worth $500/month.. period..