他妈的.. i kena another arrow again!!

but after talking to esther, i realised that this arrow might be a blessing in disguise =)

anyway i realised that i am involved in another shit discussion again.. 他妈的.. i m quite angry.. i need to talk to that person boss tmr.. there is always a threshold for everything.. dont cross the line just cos if i appear to be friendly.. sometimes i dont understand why thing is done in certain way and people better explain to me.. and i am quite disgusted when people start talking behind my back when no one bothers to update me with policies in the first place..

shall see if i kena another arrow tmr.. if i kena another one, i might be very merciless.. i mean my intention tmr will not to fault anyone but i just want the boss to do something to manage her own people and stop obstructing me from doing my own job when we are in different dept.. 井水不犯河水..

anyway i need to explain to the boss to educate her people that when i OT until 11pm i m working and struggling like mad, i m not doing whatever crapz they tin i m doing..

my mood is very bad now esp with all the arrows stuck onto me and i can see more arrows coming.. 他妈的..