just feel like blogging before i sleep tonight.. with of course the risk of monday blues..

i have slowly evolved into a bad-tempered woman i guess.. whahaa.. i was very upset when i asked a doc if i could do a liposuction on my arm.. he said due to the condition of my arms, it is not possible to do so.. damn it.. in another words, it means like, thanks ms liang for trying ur best to be socially acceptable.. to try to get out from but i am regret to inform you that your social status update is rejected and there is no way for u to do so.. just live with this ba..

unbelievable.. the society lied to me.. shit.. i cannot believe i put in so much effort to lose weigh but in the end, my arms were not elgible for liposuction due to my previous too rapid weigh loss.. so does it mean that i am doomed to damnation? idiotic!!

the only way to get out of this shit is to hopefully marry someone of a better gene, so that my child would be more socially acceptable.. but who will want someone who have major physical flaws like me ne?

anyway, i was so disgusted by this society.. everyone convinced me that if i slimmed down, i WILL be more socially acceptable.. so see wat i got? a pair of arms that is not suitable for lipo due to too rapid weigh loss.. and my social status will be penalised due to this..

suan le.. i should stop harboring thoughts about progessing up the social ladder.. i am not being fatalistic.. but we must know our limitation.. for eg, for gals to be on the higher rung of the social ladder, they need to have small body frame.. so is it possible for someone with a big bone frame to become someone with small bone frame ne? if u still claimed that i am fatalistic and everything in life is possible.. then i have no choice but to tell u that u r just an idiotic!! but of course, unless u r really a good plastic surgeon who is able to slice off part of the woman's shoulder to reduce her body frame.. dont tell me this is possible!!