of timing and order of event..

ok la.. i am leading a very tiring life for the past two weeks.. not due to my work but due to my committement after work.. i wanted to let go now but i didnt due to responsibility.. most of the time, i want to stray on the dark side but my sense of responsibility prevented me from the dark forces.. anyway, next week, i should be able to let go le.. i am still tinking of what to say.. damn la.. still got time to think abt it..

back to the topic i want to discuss.. timing.. once upon a time, a little girl entered a forest and saw a witch.. the witch told her that there was a path in a forest that was lined with different kinds of doll every 100m.. she could choose one and take the doll home.. however, as soon as the little girl determined which doll she wanted, she had to finish the path.. in the event that she saw another prettier doll, she cannot exchange for it instead.. the little girl was ecstatic.. she always wanted a barbie doll but her mummy would never buy her the doll.. so the first doll she saw was wearing a very elegant evening gown.. she liked the doll alot but she told herself that her aim is to get the barbie doll she always wanted.. with this aim in mind, she walked through the path without even considering other dolls.. the little got a shocked when she saw a very ugly doll with a distorted face and was wearing a broken dirty rag.. the witch suddenly appeared and told her to pick up the doll.. the little girl refused because she despised that ugly doll.. the witch told her that this is the last doll in this path.. she had to take the doll or leave this path without a doll.. the little girl cried and tried to return to the start of the path.. she realised that she was unable to return to the start.. she was sad..

timing is very important.. because when we are young, we are simply naive and very stupid.. we thought that we will be able to get the things we want in life.. and if we wait long enough, we will eventually get what we want.. but life is not like tt.. we are constantly presented with choices for us to accept.. but the choices come in all jumbled up sequence.. u won't know if u miss this, would u get something better than this.. however, u r afraid that if u accept a choice but to find that there is a better choice the very next day.. if only the doll dressed in very elegant gown appeared at the last sequence.. the little girl would gladly accept it.. just because it came to early and so the little girl foolishly thought that there might be better one.. but the ugly truth is that life always plays nasty joke on u..

haiz..

anyway, i felt so blessed that my colleagues are nice people =) free lunch, nice colleagues and nice location.. what can i ask for more?