wa.. recently i was going through an emotional roller coaster.. i have told myself not to believe in anything the martians told me cos martians are only capable of lying through their big fat teeth..

so i have more faith in the venus.. got alot of misunderstanding.. then to make thing worse, xx is trying to force me to make certain decisions that i m trying to delay.. haiz.. in the end, i transferred all my frustrations and negativity to xx.. anyway, the misunderstanding was only cleared late afternoon today.. the whole misunderstanding started last week..

anyway, i glad that the misunderstanding was considered to be sucessfully settled.. maybe i need another 2 weeks time.. before everything is confirmed.. and u know wat? i might be able to see the sea everyday.. i really love the sea.. the vastness of the sea is just so impressive.. i like it when it is dark at night.. to stand in front of the sea and the wind is blowing toward my PRETTY (=P) face.. the cooling wind would bring my thoughts away.. mindlessness is the ideal state one can ever attain..

anyway.. i was so pissed with that martian.. i have declared "war" with him.. i have decided to treat it as a transparent object.. and another martian, i am sorry i don't feel like talking to him.. from the way he do his job, i tin he sucks.. imagine everyone trying to help clean his ass today.. anyway i have grown quite close to a martian recently.. he is someone who i tin is not very 讨人厌.. but he is leaving soon.. i wonder who will be sitting beside me soon.. for weird reason, i hope the martian won't leave.. never mind la.. maybe is just some habit..