recently i have grown fatter.. due to a sudden increase in my happiness index.. damn.. when i am happy, i let myself go wild.. i give myself opportunity to indulge in sinnful food.. they are not chocolate, cakes or pastries.. i have great love in chocolate, cakes or pastries, however, i have not attained the stage when i am able to overcome my fear of growing extremely fat.. rather i indulge recently in carbo rich food, like noodles, rices, fried oily stuff..

food is just endophrine.. my happiness index escalates whenever i sink my teeth into delicious food.. i like the fried carrot cake, the nasi lemak, porridge with century egg & pork, fried rice, old chang kee ngoh hiang, mushroom chicken balls, fried chicken wings, cake history golden triangle, mr bean's soya beans milk with pearls and their tarts, luncheon meat..

however, recently i have some disappointments.. i have intense craving for pasta, linguine to be specific.. so my first try was at pizza hut, i forgot to request for linguine and fusilini came, i nearly fainted.. it was so yucky.. then the second try was at this newly open italian cafe at suntec.. it is a wonder that they do not have linguine so i just made do with spagehetti.. i was so curious how did they manage to create such yucky seafood manirana that is supposedly idiot proof.. there are many oil bubbles floating on the sauce.. luckily the companion, my dear MY and EN are fun people.. which is not the case for my companion for the pizza hut thing.. i swear i will never go out with him anymore!! it is a promise to myself that i will keep to it..

anyway, i am still beaming with happiness.. i m looking forward to the shokudo's pasta.. i am craving for their pasta, jap curry pork chop rice and their thin crust pizza.. yum yum yum.. i also have craving for the skinny pizza at suntec.. pork rib at changing appetite.. carl junior burger.. i also want to eat a big plate of finger food, must have ngoh hiang, sandwich, all kind of fried balls, nugget, potato wedge, taiwanese sausage..

nevertheless i was wondering what is for lunch on tue? i love my work place.. cos of the uncertainty of the food they will serve and i can only just eat what they serve.. it is like dear mummy's cooking.. so unpredictable!! just tt sometimes she will cook something that i really hate to eat and she will force me to eat them.. for instance, daddy and mummy love to eat celery but i just find it so yucky, and she will cook them and force me to eat.. but until now i still hate celery =P anyway, because of my dear mummy, i learn to appreciate pumpkin, bringal, lady finger, rice dumpling (yes i really hate it in the past), fried yam, fried sweet potato, fried carrot cake and yam cake, butter cake, all sort of pastries.. my daddy has not so much influence on me.. cos he is not the cook.. but he likes to eat sweet potato soup and initially i hate that as well, now i like it very much!!

how can i learn to love to eat celery ne? haiz.. i am totally put off by the yucky smell.. so pungent.. up till now, even if i eat, i need to pinch my nose and then shove the celery fast into my mouth and then briefly chew and swallow fast, followed by a big mouthful of water to wash down the pungent smell.. i guess i must try harder to love celery as well ba.. i want to love to eat celery..

now that mummy no longer cooks, i really hope that someday she can cook again.. maybe sambal bringal, curry chicken, onion omelette, braised pig heart, and her killer ngoh hiang!! then can be followed by butter cake.. her cake is very buttery.. i never do not dare to see the baking process because i forsee that she added in alot of butter and sugar.. i'll feel guilty..

anyway, damn it.. i guess i m mad abt food.. siao..
i have grown fatter.. i pray i will stop gorging tmr onwards..