today is a sad day..

sunday is a supposed to be a day when i really rest well.. i have been slogging so hard from mon to sat for just petty amount of money.. i m just so sad.. not only can't i not be a doctor.. i am now working like a cheap labour.. but my pay sucks like hell..

so today i have a whole day to relax.. i walked to mac in the morning hoping to buy the wasabi double fillet o fish burger but i was shocked that mac don't sell wasabi fillet in the morning.. i just don't understand why they can sell the normal double fillet o fish in the morning but not the wasabi one.. damn it.. i just feel so cheated.. i walked all the way to that disgusting mac to learn that wat i want to eat is not available.. i asked if they could just sell me one cos is just a difference of the wasabi sauce.. they said no.. i was so sad.. i cannot even have wat i want to eat in the morning and i walked until i sweated to that darn mac.. i just cannot believe that bad thing can still happen to me on a sunday..

suan le.. i shall just eat something else.. i am so lazy to go all the way out to that darn mac stall again.. irritating.. i will definitely sweat like hell if i walked there.. great!! sunday is yet another sucky day.. i have no mood to meet anyone today.. so i just cancelled an outing..

and to my friends, stop asking me where i am working now.. i just don't want to talk about it.. don't make me talk about something that i dislike during my resting time.. it is ultimately irritating..

anyway, recently i don't compromise.. yes.. if someone suggest going somewhere i don't want to go, i will just say no.. i won't even suggest that they consider somewhere i really really want to go.. in the past, i was accused of trying to get thing my way and everyone is accomodating me.. when they said 随便, they don't know where to eat so anywhere is fine.. now i shall not suggest, lest kena this kind of accusations.. i rather go eat alone..

and recently i m very unhappy with lunching.. i wont want to go somewhere which sells oily and expensive food which tastes horrible.. i rather have my lunch at 1pm with sh.. if that means i dont have to spend so much $$ to buy oily and disgusting food.. pls.. 我是好不容易才从103kg瘦下来的.. i don't mind eating oily food, but it has to be super yum yum.. if it is very oily and substandard taste, sorry, u have to go eat it alone..

from now on, i never believe in compromising.. you want u go there to eat, i go my place to eat.. then we meet.. i don't mind eating alone.. it is you who will die if you have to eat alone..

作好人又有何用？the shitty situation i am right now is not very justifiable.. how can i believe in the good begets good theory?

anyway, talking about food.. yum yum.. there is so many thing i want to eat, i shall just go to eat alone suan le.. haiz.. it is so hard to find very nice and cheap braised food.. like the braised pork leg and belly.. never mind, i shall work harder to earn more money to eat yum yum food =)