someone really make me very angry recently.. that person who only knows how to substract but don't know how to add.. when i approached her to rectify the mistake, she looked at me impatiently and said that she was not free.. i nearly wanted to kill her.. but i didn't.. no point lowering my EQ for this kind of people.. so when i saw her in the toilet ytd, we just treated each other as transparent..

today at the mrt.. as usual morning rush.. so there is this asshole guy who all of a sudden squeezed his way through to stand beside me.. then he tried to get close to me.. fuck lor.. his back was drenched with sweat.. and his face was full of red spot.. my instinct asked me to move myself.. but on the other hand i was trying to convince myself that it was just a coincidence.. then the asshole then moved himself towards me.. damn it.. then i moved away.. i guess people standing beside me stared at me.. then with luck, i reached my stop.. damn.. i cannot imagine how it would be like if i still have a few more stops before i reached my stop.. and u know la, people are generally indifferent, so i will never get any help if anything happens.. probably, the people will only start to have some response if i cause blood to ooze out from his lower body.. and the people around me would probably pull me away so that i cannot harm him.. it is always like tt.. the whole world love the evil but denounce the innocent..

this bad incident is just the start of my bad day..

then the next gotta worst.. the AXS machines are spoilt in the morning.. damn.. i was so paranoid cos i just changed my hp fr M1 to starhub and i have the habit of relying on the AXS e assistant to pay bills.. and i always check my O/S amount for M1 and i still thought that i was with M1.. the horror was that i got a reminder sms from starhub.. i tot my line is gg to be cut off.. damn.. it got me pissed when i cannot find a damn AXS that is working..

and ya, still suffering from constipation.. damn it.. my lower abdomen is getting larger due to the accumulation of shit in my body.. damn it.. my constipation would cause me to do irrational thing.. really bad mood..

as i was walking down the road alone today, i cannot help but to feel sad.. i guess i knew i had walk this life alone when u left me a few years back.. if u were still here, i guess i will be much happier..