supposed to feel happy that i am finally wanted but somehow the feeling of joy is not there.. probably of insecurity or there is yet "formal agreement".. moreover everything can change due to 性格不合..

wanted to listen to This I Promise You ytd.. was really disappointed when the band did not have the score.. mq requested songs were instead available.. ok la.. i expected that anyway.. everyone with the sole exception of me, could get whatever they want in life.. i just want to request for a song.. i could not even have my simple request granted.. wat the hell? never mind.. chill.. it is expected anyway..

i guess i am a glutton.. i wanted so badly to eat the super-thin crust pizza with generous serving of topping of meats cheese and greens.. wow.. the smell of the pizza is so tempting.. i wanted so badly to eat the finger sandwiches too.. the shape of the sandwiches are triangular.. i hate sandwiches to be rectangular.. anyway, the sandwich consists of 2 slices of white bread with a generous helping of tasty creamy tuna.. there is also lettuce.. wow.. but i never bought them as they are too expensive le.. who dares say $$ is not important ne? stop the crapz that $$ is not everything..

my german version of beauty and the beast is still in 7 parts.. sianz.. how to glue them tgt ne? and i cannot find 败犬女王online.. i want to watch but i dont want to waste $$ buy the vcd.. sianz..

i want to go bangkok but i tin is better if my $$ are confirmed to be ok first before i booked the tix.. yesh.. i have been yearning to go since feb.. i pray i can do it 2 weeks later.. verbal confirmation is not enough.. scarly stupid thing always happens to me de..

was very sad.. every decisions i made so far were wrong.. why can't i go back time ne?

anyway, i have finally found the true religion..