am watching 命中注定我爱你.. a very nice show.. the fact that a rich guy would rather give up a pretty girl for someone who is so plain and does not know how to dress well is quite ridiculous.. nevertheless, the story is nice..

i sympathetise with Anna.. she is a very talented ballet dancer.. she finally attained her dream of being the first asian to play the role of the white swan on an international stage.. however, it was shattered when she slipped out to visit her bf (the main role).. she was expelled and there will never be a future for her in ballet.. her bf subsequently fell in love with someone else.. she set up a ballet school but in the end, she got into trouble and her school had to stop its operation.. but the unrealistic part came in and her long lost brother found her and became her saviour.. and then quite happily ever after for her.. i was like.. what the crapz? in life.. when u r fated to go under, fate will never alllow u to rebound.. that is impossible!!

anyway, i am feeling sad recently and blogging abt it.. not to attract attention or wat.. as if my blog readership is a few thousand daily.. anyway, i have removed my blog add from my msn nickname.. i cannot attract attention.. u mean someone will want to make me happy by buying me a time machine to allow me to go back in time? and when i am back in time, i can happily relive my life and not make any stupid mistake and that person also would buy me flower and bear for my graduation ceremony ma? i know i am talking crapz.. cos there is no time machine in the first place and even if there is.. i will have to buy it myself.. i could probably change my major and also not work in the bank.. that is the most i could do.. the time machine can never allow me to (brutally) force anyone to buy me flower and bear on my graduation right? the purpose of the time machine is solely to go back in time ya?

i did something quite unfeeling today.. i mean i would not be like tt in the past.. heck la.. after all the crap that happens recently i realised that 做好人for wat? 好人只会被人当作便利贴..