my face is healing but there is still some bruise on my face.. so damn ugly man.. but then it should be getting well cos asshole number 1 talked to me a few days back.. anyway asshole number 2 didn't appear so i suppose my face is still in bad shape..

anyway, lunch these few days are enjoying.. cos i was eating with angels these few days.. they acknowledged the fact that r/s is established based on uncontrollable external appearance such as height.. anyway, i saw a man and a woman chatting away on the mrt.. i was too bored after hs alighted the mrt so i decided to evedrop their conversation.. from my understanding, that guy bumped into the gal.. i think that they have not seen each other from a very long time le.. so the guy asked the gal if there is job opportunity in her company as he wished to change his career.. the gal refused to help by saying that her company is very bad and hence, believes that he should not join.. then they started about r/s.. the guy asked the gal if she is attached.. the gal said no.. she asked that guy the same question and he said no either..

the both ignorant people are so shocked that they were not attached.. oh my god! i wonder what is so shocking about that.. the gal was so fat, i mean not as fat as what i was in JC but her limbs and tummy are so big.. the guy has a belly and from their conversation, i think that he is not that highly educated and hence don't earn that much.. so who can enter a r/s? a beautiful girl and a intelligent or rich man..

and whoever disagrees with the above must be living in their fairy land world..

feeling developed due to external attraction.. or feel as what most lay man will say.. guy has the feel when they see pretty gal.. gal has the feel when they see rich guy..

anyway, i got so pissed when gl told me that he hate woman who only love guys for his money.. he called them slut.. i was so angry and i called him an asshole.. i forced him to tell me truthfully why he like that gal.. he said is cos she is pretty.. and so i told him that if she is a slut then he is an asshole.. so this name-calling game is nasty right? so stop calling woman slut!! cos guys are asshole to begin with..

anyway, i am quite pissed with the 是你太好了，是我配不起你.. when the actual fact is that the other thought that 你这么烂都敢高攀我.. the ultimate was today.. i felt like killing people.. was so pissed when talking to some people today..

haiz.. i wonder if i am angry or upset with the 是你太好了，是我配不起你.. tmr really no mood to give tuition.. i told the parents that i got something on tmr..

anyway, there is beauty and the beast german version on youtube.. i download all 9 parts.. and i tried to join all the parts tgt to make them into a single file and also to make a VCD.. i asked my sis to help me.. she refused.. and i gave up after i tried le.. forget it.. something are not meant to be..

i could hear the film saying 是你(hf)太好了，是我(german version of the film)配不起你.. so u can't have that VCD..

ya.. i am too good for any single thing on earth.. so i don't have the right to anything.. cos everything is just not good enough for me right? damn..