anyway, i can't believe that there are actually people who can allow me to be me again.. i cherish those sweet lovely innocent faces.. suddenly i realised that i am suddenly surrounded by angels.. being with them give me such wonderful feeling.. though it is not sufficient to remove all the pain that i am suffering now.. i feel sense of happiness when i am with them.. it has been a long time i enjoyed eating lunch with a group of people everyday.. the last time was when i was still in uni ba..

anyway, my face does not hurt so much now.. my bruise is still visible but is fading away.. wonder if it is a coincidence, asshole number 1 started talking to me.. so i am waiting for asshole number 2 and 3 to appear.. probably they will appear once my bruise fully faded..

ok.. anyway, wonder which idiot gave my number to someone.. wonder if that was just a coincident as he said.. he sms-ed me wrongly.. the content of the sms was such a way that i need to reply him that he sent the wrong sms.. and then, he thanked me by "thank u auntie/uncle".. this kind of sms i recieved before le, is just asshole trying to try their luck to get to know girl.. don't you think that i am too critical.. that was because the last time, i told the guy that i was a 30+ lady who is very fat and ugly and have to do 2 jobs a day to support my very sickly parents' medical bills.. he stopped sms-ing me.. he is just an idiot!

so this time round, i then replied to him "uncle cannot continue to sleep because uncle need to support the family".. he still sms-ed me and i just ignored.. so today, whcih was 1 week after the first sms instance, he sms-ed me again.. anyway, i was quite bored today morning so i entertained him..

i got suspicious and think that he might know who i am.. thinking of that, i ignored him already..

common on la.. which guy is interested to befriend an old uncle? crazy.. even if he is a gay, he should prefer younger guy ya?

anyway, MY said that i should seek supernatural power so that 他可以配的起我.. i mean it is pointless cos in the first place.. 有时不是我适不适他,而是他适不适和我.. what the hell? this way of rejection causes even more hurtful lor.. i wonder if divine intervention do help..