i am disfigured!! actually it was quite some time back le.. i fell down on last weekend while i was holding my laptop.. and the sharp edge of the laptop hit my face and the impact was quite huge, i felt pain and then there was a big patch of blue-black on my face.. and great i was meeting strangers these few days and they tot that it was a birth mark instead of blue black..

yeah i am so reluctant to go shopping recently.. i hate that stare.. i get so much strange stare during the morning MRT rides everyday.. cos the bruise don't look like a bruise but rather a birth mark u know?

damn.. wait till my bruise goes away, my life will be back to normal.. and i think that you, you, you, and you will start talking to me.. people are just asshole.. always judge people by their appearance..

anyway, my bruise is subsiding.. but still looks like a birth mark.. my face still feel so painful.. my face is just so screwed now.. anyway i really thank one of the sale girl who taught me ways to deal with my bruise.. really appreciate that =)

haiz.. i should have taken a picture of my scarred face before i treat the bruise.. so overweigh is a crime.. and a ugly face is also a crime.. and being tall is also a crime.. shit.. now tt i have an ugly face and too tall, i must watch my weight recently.. i dont want to look tall, fat and ugly.. that is the ultimate combo.. i bet people will start spitting on me..

i hate human.. idiots who only judge people by their appearance.. i feel so 心灰意冷..

perhaps if the love was not strong enough to overcome all those too tall, too fat, too ugly, it was not even love in the first place.. so if that statement is true, am i right to say that there is no true love in this world leh?

p/s: i am always proud of my pretty face but now my face is no longer pretty.. haiz.. how to live life leh? damn.. what if the bruise will never go away? i tin i will just go and die le..