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    Sunday, 21 June 2009


    fear
    so today was at siloso beach.. there was some booths.. we went to the booth "love psyhic" to have tarot card reading.. so i shuffled the cards and took out 3 cards..

    the first card talked about my past.. watever bad thing that happened in the past might be a good thing..
    diaoz.. how can the bad thing be good thing? i am so confused..

    the second card talked about my present.. 8 of swords.. it means that i have great fear.. i looked at the bad side of thing and ignored all the good thing.. because of this fear, i might missed out of thing.. in the picture, there are 8 swords and a fearful girl but none of them pointed towards the girl.. it means that there is actually no harm..
    wa.. fear.. incredible.. i ignored the good thing? ok.. i will look hard at the good thing from this moment then..

    the third card talked about my future.. in the picture there are 5 cups.. 3 toppled cups and 2 standing cups.. the 3 toppled cups symbolised my missed opportunity due to my fear (the 2nd card, 8 of sword).. however, i should not worry because there are still 2 standing cups..
    which means that i will not be able to get married la.. so wat does the other 2 cups means? is it $$? so i will be a rich old lonely hag? i jokingly tell mq that ok la.. 3 toppled cups mean i lost 3 guys BUT i still got 2 guys.. however spore dont allow polygamy.. it means that i will have a hard time to choose..

    hahha.. anyway, xl also said i am too pessimistic and only looked at the bad side of thing.. so the tarot cards also illustrate her words.. but sometimes i just find it so hard to see good thing.. haiz.. i think is because i am unable to forget the past and lie to myself that people see you from outside rather than inside.. sometimes i wonder if i am 103kg once again, will i lose everything i have and end up with nothing? friends probably not cos they have been with me since i was 103kg.. but bf.. i am sure i will lose him if my weigh sky-rocketed.. i am sure even if the r/s is as long as 5 years, once my weigh hit 103kg, he will definitely break up with me due to "incompatitable character".. i hate people who breaks up due to "incompatible character".. that is so irresponsible and that person will never gain my respect..

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