I was so nervous for my FTT.. Half clutch, engine braking, gears.. Haiz.. I cannot seems to fathom them.. In the end, I just worried for nothing because the FTT turned out to be a test on common sense.. I still could not believe that it was so easy..

I got up at 4am today due to intense hunger.. I tried to ignore it but somehow I felt hungrier so I ate biscuits.. 3 packets of meiji's plain cracker together with some soya bean milk.. surprisingly, after the food intake, i felt very sleepy once again.. i went back to sleep..

anyway, these few days i am getting lazier.. or rather i see no point in doing certain things.. cos i have woke up..

anyway, something funny to share.. so a guy claimed that he likes the gal alot.. so she was waiting for him to do something on her bdae.. but he didn't even realise that it was her bdae.. means that he didn't even wish her belated bdae at all.. so i was trying so hard to convince her that he don't like her.. because he didn't even realise it is her bdae.. she then mentioned that guys are bad at dates so is ok.. why can't she realise that boyfriends will be good with dates (because he has to impress her).. only husbands are bad with dates (because apparently he got her liaoz so can understand if he didn't put in that much effort).. can't she see that her other guy-frens can remember her bdae but not him.. if guys are bad with dates, then she shouldn't have received bdae wishes from any of her other guy-friends right? I hope I am wrong.. I hope he likes her too..

We are all living in self-delusion.. Not only her, I am a victim as well.. I deluded myself that excessive consumption of delicious biscuit won't make me fat..