let me finish this entry on time before the blogger's scheduled outrage..

time can heal.. i believe in that.. seems like right now i am happier.. though i sometimes don't understand why certain thing just go that way.. i never want to blame fate as the culprit for things that occured in my life.. yet, i cannot help but to do so sometime.. there should be an explanation for everything in life.. unless it is fate that cause it to happen.. fate causes thing to happen without explanation.. just like why is an individual destined to have genetic disorder and hence, born with deformity? only fate can explain why..

time can also dilute r/s.. to the extent that the r/s will just vanish.. somebody will always wish you on ur birthday.. however, strangely the person just didn't wish you this year and perhaps also in the years to come.. on the brighter note, time can dilute r/s, yet it can also strengthen r/s.. one person stop wishing you (at first u even thought would be a belated one cos the person busy or what crapz not).. but another person will start wishing you every year for the rest of your life.......

time has changed alot of huifang.. the most obvious change has been my appearance.. because time has shown me that appearance is the most important thing and other thing are just a supplements.. without fulfiling the main criteria, supplements are just crapz.. ok la, i am still not pretty enough but i have tried hard and am trying hard =x Anyway, please puke if u want..

the second change has been my attitude towards life.. if u know me well enough, i guess you should know that it has also changed quite alot.. how the change likes? i shall not elaborate.. it is something so intangible.. however, i guess homosapiens are more interested in the tangible aspects of their fellow being.. so i guess this absence in description of change in my intangible aspect serves no importance anyway.. probably, people will still be mocking at my weigh.. how come with time, she still hasn't learnt the importance of being (sickly) thin in this society leh?

30 more mins to blogger's outrage.. guess i gg to sleep.. tough day ahead tmr..