recently has been quite bad for me.. doing things that i dont like to do.. it seems like my life is fated in a way that i have to do thing against my liking.. at first i was quite sad.. but now i am more accepting.. rather than living life with sadness.. i am trying to live life with happiness..

anyway.. talking to my tuition kid is very entertaining.. cos she is now going through a growing up stage and she seems to have a mind of her own and some of her thoughts that she shared with me are quite interesting.. she is quite critical towards certain issues and surprisingly her opinions sometimes converge with mine.. i have been quite frank (or rather critical as what others would describe me) regarding quite alot of issues..

anyway her mum is like my mum.. dictating her life.. she has plans for her.. i hope her plans coincides with my kid's plan.. she is still so young.. she should have full control of her life.. sometimes i think that i should be more rebellious when i was young.. because right now i might be a happier person.. probably i could have got into medical school..

oh ya.. i was talking about divorce with my gfs.. luckily xc knew that my intention was not to curse that she would have a divorce.. whatever it is, i never have the intention to hope that any marriage would end up in a divorce.. i m not a sadist.. however, sometimes i cannot help myself but to remind people that marriage is never a happily ever after event.. chances of divorce are high.. maybe i would discuss about my viewpoint of marriage in the next post for i m too tired now.. hahaha..

whenever i talked to my tuition kid, i realised that the yester-year huifang who fantastizes alot about the wonderful future was long gone.. however, did u know that right now i hate the yester-year huifang? so impractical, naive and stupid!!