after my tuition in the afternoon today i felt unwell.. then as the day passed, i felt worse.. actually is just some giddiness and my legs feel weak.. now i am having slight headache.. wonder why i felt like telling xx about it.. but i didn't.. cos telling xx won't make me feel better.. moreover when xx was sick the last time, xx didn't tell me also until xx recovered..

haiz.. felt sort of sad today.. i believe that bitch will prevent me from doing what i want to do.. i should have been nicer to bitch so bitch will not do such a thing to me.. =X

my kid asked me some questions pertaining to r/s during tuition today.. wat i can say is that most of the r/s right now is possible after some intricate manipulation.. i despise quite alot of couple (sad to say there are really ALOT!!) who currently are blissful in r/s.. making use of innocent people to get together with your current bf/gf.. my kid is so innocent.. she don't understand why a stupid guy manipulated her best friend to get close to the girl he likes.. i also told her that some might give people false impression so that in the event that they break up with their gf/bf or their love is not reciprocated, there is still a spare tyre there..

wonder if she will ask me about r/s next week again.. i will definitely give her my true opinion abt r/s.. i think she is too innocent, so must at least let her beware of dangers looming in this seemingly harmless world..

i want the process to the r/s to be a very harmless one.. no innocent people being sacrificed to make the r/s works.. and neither do i have the r/s cos i am just a spare tyre.. i hate to be just a second choice.. since it is so bad, don't force yourself, i'd rather not have it..

oh ya, i finally found the vcd beauty and the beast.. was so touched.. cos i have tried for so long to find the vcd but to no avail.. cos storekeepers told me that there is no more print of the vcd anymore.. though the one i have right now is cheena version, at least it is from the orginal walt disney edition =) my tears rolled down my cheeks when i watched the vcd.. now the challenge is to get the beauty and the beast in german version.. i really want that!! i will get it someday..

on a side note..
路人甲: ... if i am rich, i will want to migrate..
路人乙: where do u want to migrate to?
路人甲:USA florida..
路人乙:but US is a bad place for kids..
路人甲:no.. Miami is beach area so should be quite safe.. it's ok.. anywhere u want to go..