today was damn stressed because need to settle an urgent case.. it really spoilt my day.. until a phone call saved my day.. don't know some people just have the charm to make someone excited and happy to the extent of erasing all unhappiness and filled the space left behind by unhappiness with great happiness..

i am a strong believer of fate.. probably it is fate that everything happens as what it is now.. wonder why am i harboring any hopes when it is close to impossible that it happens.. moreover it has ended.. it was forced to end.. but deep down i know that if fate decrees that there is still light at the end of the tunnel.. it will happen.. for now, waiting seems to be the only option.. but then what if despite spending days after days walking through the tunnel, there is only darkness.. what is fate trying to tell me? there is no opening at the end of the tunnel; fate decrees that you are banished to eternal darkness.. or you have yet to reach the end of the tunnel; fate decrees that you can only taste the sucess of walking out of darkness only when you put in tremendous effort.. whichever these 2 interpretations, the only conclusion that can be derived is that fate plays a cruel joke on you.. accept it ba, you lowly servant of mine!!