got so sad today.. actually it started a few days ago.. i realised that it is so hard to get money.. i want S11!! i am where i am now because i want S11.. i must try harder harder and harder.. by march, i must have S11 in my bank account.. i still want to go europe!!

anyway, was so depressed.. until i received a call.. i was so happy.. moreover it was so timely.. saved me.. u seems to understand that happiness can be so easy.. u wish the happiness will be eternal.. but u know it will not happen forever.. however, u still thank god and try to bask in whatever happiness you are entitled to.. you never complain because you don't want to waste a single moment of the finite period to lament but to bask in the short term happiness.. it is wonder how chance encounter can escalate to a relationship between people.. and how relationship then slowly grows(either knowingly or in oblivion) into something greater which then gives rise to happiness.. it is not just a fantasy.. it do can be a reality.. because right now we are only talking about transient happiness.. we have to agree that eternal happiness is just another happily ever after fairy tale..
too tired now..

shall update more tmr.. =)