something to share

the first incident is about.. something i always faced in NUS appears in my life once again.. however, i cannot believe that i am so misunderstood this time round and i lost a friend.. i cannot believe this.. haiz.. probably my NUS frens are still the best in some aspect because they will always trust me rather than bitches.. and please.. dont expect me to explain.. my style is.. if u trust any ah cat ah dog but me.. then forget it.. if u think i m like that, i cannot bother to explain either.. and somemore we so old liaoz, why u have no perspective of your own meh? always have to listen to what bitches got to say?

anyway i opened the letterbox and saw a mail addressed to you.. felt so sianz.. i wonder what would have happened if i took a right turn instead of a left turn.. if i never insisted and forced thing to be together.. would thing have changed?

there is just something i always blamed myself.. haiz.. i will never ever dissuade anyone from divorcing le.. yup.. sometimes people just marry for the wrong reason.. guys marry gals who are pretty.. gals marry guys who are rich.. if i was never so selfish in the past, i bet i would have prevented a tragedy from happening..

nevertheless there are happy events happening.. my best friends are always there for me =) friday night was out with branch but never got the chance to sing.. then yesterday went k box with mq and xl.. shiok man.. i sing until i dont want to sing.. hahaha.. today saw hl at showflat.. i am so happy.. i always felt very blessed that no matter what shit i go through, i always have someone who would be there to talk to me.. esp xl, she always was there either on the phone with me or physically.. =)

so next sat would be gg for mit's bdae party.. think it gonna be fun meeting up with old fren again..