A world with me and myself.

Tuesday, 29 April 2014

hmmm.. recently i think i have grown fatter due to overindulgence of food and stress at work.. it's a little scary because normally i eat alot so such indulgence shouldn't have much impact on me leh...

Well, i am very scared because it seems like the world judges girls based on their appearance.. i am not vain.. i am just following the worldly practice to be more socially acceptable..

Now it seems like a nightmare! I am so worried i might revert to my college-self.. i was so fat then... alot of classmates were making fun of me and i don't really have many friends.. i was pretty sure my character in college was much better than that in university..

In primary school, a boy whom i always played with asked his friend to pass me a note.. the note said, 'i love u but u are too fat'..

In JC, 2 guys were sitting near me in lecture hall.. my classmate was telling his fren that he liked me.. his fren discouraged him citing some reasons about my 100+kg weight.. i could not remember the exact words they used.. though they talked softly, they were so close to me.. hello, i was fat, but i wasn't deaf!

The sudden transformation to be less heavier made me more socially acceptable.. well it seems to have happened overnight and the effect was amazing.. from then on, i learnt about the harsh facts of life..

Well, for the sake of myself.. i better be more alert over my weight.. i have come thus far, i will not allow my effort to go down the drain..

What an inspirational post siah.. but i think i wanna eat ice cream again tomorrow... bleahx

¤Take it easy... C'est la vie..¤