*faint*
I forgot my password to this blog.. ended up retrieving password.. i have grown senile..

recently has been a depressing week for me.. i know what i want to do but somehow i cannot do it.. due to alot of STUPID external hindrance.. anyway i believe that nobody should impose their thinking on anyone.. 人各有志 (shall elaborate more of this in my next post!).. everyone is in control of their own life.. if anyone is forced to do something just because he can be socially acceptable, that will be quite sad.. the most important thing is to be happy.. do you think that the society will give a damn if you do the socially correct thing but yet is sad cos of that.. will society console u leh?

anyway, xx said i look ok ok only.. why cannot just lie to me and say that i am pretty lehz? like wat other people have been doing arh..

oh ya, right now i m so scared i will fail my BTT.. i don't want to be an idiot who can fail BTT..

oh ya, i think i have found another person whom i can talk well with.. looking forward to talk to her next week =)