to start with.. i have gained a whopping 3 kg.. it was due to exam stress.. to get a better idea of how much a 3 kg worth.. i went to the supermarket to find the answer.. i went to the pork department and i looked at the pork belly.. 1 packet is around 300g.. so 3 kg is around 10 packets.. oh my god, if there is a hannibal, i will first be eaten.. imagine 10 packets of braised pork belly.. yummy!! even i cannot resist those braised stuff.. if someone come to braise me(using my grandma's recipes that is..), i might eat myself.. anyway, it is so hard to find braised pork belly.. i missed my mum's, and it is highly unlikely she will cook for me again.. actually i wanted to ask my aunt to cook for me cos my aunt's cooking resembles my mum's cos they are both disciples of my grandmum.. but then i am not that thicked skinned to ask.. so i didn't.. haha.. and i couldn't even find a very nice braised pork.. ok la.. probably fate wants me not to grow fat, so i shan't be given the opportunity to grow fat by gorging on braised pork belly.. hmmm.. i don't even want to eat these oily stuff unless it is done using my grandmum's recipes.. cos it is simply not worth growing horizontally by eating those fatty stuff..

p/s: so my cousin haven't asked his mum yet.. so i told him politely to get the number for me by tmr.. i hope i can have the number by tmr.. i need to call.. if my aunt is not going to host me in france, i must think of other alternatives.. but i doubt she will say no ba.. *cross my finger*