it is amazing to go to malaysia for dinner.. hainanese style dinner i guess.. it is amazing to taste my aunt's cooking because it resembles so closely to that of my mum's.. i guess it is my late grandma who imparted her culinary skill to all of my aunts and mum.. this is family i guess.. there is something that simply just separate one people from another as people of the same group has certain unique characteristics..

it is amazing to hear from my aunt my mum's terrorizing behavior when she was young..
it is amazing to know that both talk about the same event but yet with different description.. my mum would always talk about how good and nice she was when she was young but my aunt would talk about her terrorizing behavior.. my cousin said that people always filters all the bad thing to their children, and talks of their good thing to their kids.. haha.. it doesn't matter la.. because no one except my mum and aunt really knows what is going on at their point in time.. but luckily my mum was not there or i guess there will be some battle erupting le..

oh ya, yesterday felt like going to Giant after dinner to buy some bubble gums but since no one want to go then i shalt not go.. haha.. probably God doesn't want me to grow fat cos non of the bubble gum is sugar free.. hee..

i guess after my grandma passed away, my thinking has changed once again.. it seems like i have lost my old identity and i am now finding a new one..

what is for sure that what is happening ever since my grandma pass away is simply just too overwhelming.. perhaps i must have more time to accept thing..

probably i should just take thing easy.. c'est la vie..

p/s: i was overdressed yesterday.. sianz.. haha..