A world with me and myself.

Thursday, 21 February 2008

recently was going through an emotional roller coaster.. just felt quite sad over certain thing.. it seems like the pretty vision i used to have in the past was dashed.. and the thing that i thought was pretty turned out to be so ugly until i seriously can never believe my eyes!!

it was weird because i used to think that blood is thicker than water.. however i realised that due to the occurence of certain events i realised that blood is thicker than water is only true when we are talking about the immediate family members..

this is rather saddening.. becos i always have this vision of a strong cohesive family but that is not the case..

perhaps it was my fault probably cos i never put in substantial effort for it to happen.. just like a tree, if u never water it enough, it will just die.. but the problem that i faced was that i didnt have the opportunity to get near to the water source and hence due to this disability, i could not water the plant..

why wouldn't people understand certain thing? i don't understand why i got into certain misunderstanding and in the end, i was never given a chance to fully redeem myself.. it is weird when u can never get near to a family member becos he was fast to cast some prejudiced opinion of u way before u can get a chance to explain urself..

arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

forget it..

shall get back to my resume!!

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