Saturday, 12 January 2008
shudders..
recently i start to deceive myself that true love exists.. yesh.. for some unexplainable reasons, i envisaged a life where me and my prince live happily ever after.. probably is due to german 3 ba.. there is a chapter on fairytale and i kept thinking about cinderella and beauty and the beast although these 2 stories were not discussed in the module.. haha..
it is indeed romantic to have someone love u becos he loves u rather than becos u r pretty.. just like how beauty still marry the ugly beast.. it is indeed gratifying to have a guardian angel to shield u from all the rain and storm.. and someone who will always free u from all the sufferings and pull u away from imminent danger .. just like how the prince and cinderella..
thank god.. someone was there to wake me up.. thank god man..
haha..
cos i was talking to one of my fren.. he is married le.. then he talked about those relationship thing.. he said in a relationship, we must look up for something more than love.. thing that makes us interdependent on each other.. so this interdependence will make us stay together.. and whatever good thing u unto onto ur partner after marriage is an investment.. it is sort of like u can get the favor back someday.. not that making use of each other but rather some sort of interdepence which will then increase the closeness between them.. wow.. chim.. hahha..
then i was so shocked to see a biblical quote in a christian magazine.. saying that we should choose someone who takes care of their physical temple.. i nearly fainted.. even religion also says that it is not guilty of us to fall in love with pretty pple cos they know how to take care of their physical temple and we ought to take care of our physical temple.. faint..
and friends recently were saying thing like
wow.. i saw a very nice shirt..
u mean the guy wearing it is nice or the shirt is nice?
of course the shirt is nice la.. the guy cmi..
shudders..
the worst thing is that i did an online survey thingy.. the results of the survey is rather disturbing.. results of the survey in the nutshell: u have no car.. ur look is average.. it is indeed hard for u to be involved romantically.. work hard to secure cars and good clothes to increase ur chance..
shudders..
i understand that this sucks big time.. but at least i was awakened from my dream.. thank god..
no more cinderella and her prince..
no more beauty and the beast..
it is just huifang and her poodle dog.. =)