Saturday, 15 December 2007
is living also part of human?? living seems to be a very mandane task.. sometimes it really gets on my nerve to know that i have no control over how i want to live my life..
there is so many thing that i regret in life.. one of the greatest regrets is not to study hard in uni.. when i reached yr2sem2, it seems so late.. and now it is getting a toll on me since i m trying to do amends..
and the funniest thing in life is u know u are not happy living a certain way of life but it is somehow fascinating yet disturbed knowing that people re-live the same old unhappy life again and again.. perhaps it is impossible to fight against fate to aquire the most desired way of living.. or perhaps it is simply due to sheer laziness that one simply doesnt want to change the way of living..
living and re-living a life of not ur choice is simply a misery.. of course, one should not resign to fate but to try to fight against it.. however it is easier simple say than done.. becos it is the almighty fate that we are talking about.. human are just so weak soul.. human have no control over their physical appearance, their genetical make-up..
and therefore with their flaws in their physical appearance and that of their genetic make-up, they are doomed to live a life of not their choice..
perhaps this is in accordance with darwin's survival of the fittest.. maybe one day, human will not live a life with the ugly and genetically inferior being..
a quote from a tsunami survival.. it is so great to be alive.. however, when i heard that my reaction is like really? and i was thinking.. if a tsunami came, will i struggle for my life or will i simply give up? i m not sure..
p/s:
the biggest sadness in life is not being able to live the life u want to.. it is even sadder when it is cos of ur physical appearance or genetic make up..
