Thursday, 29 November 2007
darn sad today.. actually sort of predicted it.. so tried my super best to circumvent it.. somehow it is useless.. it is ok.. went to sort of my fav hawker centre with me and myself.. hahaha.. sort of pathetic but it is ok la..
the chicken chop was not nicely done.. but it is still chicken chop.. this is important.. cos i wanted to eat chicken chop all along.. but no where near my house (near meaning within acceptable walking distance) sell chicken chop..
and none of my fren want to eat chicken chop and i will appear anti-social if i eat alone.. cos i don't see the point in buying chicken chop from air-conditioned megabit but then bring out into the canteen.. i dont think it is sensible to "abandon" the air con place for the hot and stuffy canteen.. so the best way but yet, the saddest way is to eat with myself.. and also not in sci..
so i guessed i was on the edge of breaking out on the bus.. but as images of my failure filled my mind.. but luckily no tear came out or else very ma lu.. whahahhaa..
it is ok..
it is no big deal..
oh ya.. i really admired my fren's bf.. he is always there to accompany her for lunch and for studying and for alot of thing.. and today my paper was 9am.. and her bf came along.. then the paper ended, her bf came to send her off..
and comparing with me mugging alone before the paper and eating my bread alone.. after paper eating chicken chop alone.. hahha.. i realise that it is so funny.. don't u think so?
and i thought of my admirer..
to my "admirer"
it is ok.. i will learn to live alone happily.. if u can do it, why can't i leh? sometimes i reali idolise u.. and i will emulate you..
to myself
i will let u wallow in self pity for the next few hours.. but u must start studying for 4266 fr tmr morning onwards..
