A world with me and myself.

Friday, 16 November 2007

haha.. might seems abit pathetic but i guess i am still trying to overcome the grief of getting unexpected marks for my german oral and yesterday semester test was a crapz.. i wonder why the world is never fair, of all the modules german is the module which i faithfully dedicate alot of time to study.. and wat? this is the return i gg to get? i gonna get back my results maybe next week.. i hope it is tue.. not later than that cos sat is my first paper i want to overcome my grief first before getting ready for my first paper..

though i know that the world is not fair, i must not give up.. i must go against the law of nature.. the law of nature dictates that investment dont neccessarily guanrante a return cos not everyone has the luck.. but i must fight against it..

i must work hard.. this is becos i might end up with nothing in the future.. imagine if i didnt get a good degree out.. i will be a lonely old hag collecting paper cardboard and used drink cans for a living.. probably i wont even have anyone with me cos all my good frens will either be married or too busy with their work out there and i might not have the financial capability to adopt a child to be with me for the rest of my life..

even since i can't get into med school, i understand this is more or less my fate.. but i will not give up..

i must do well this semester!!

我要逆天而行..

¤Take it easy... C'est la vie..¤