A world with me and myself.

Friday, 19 October 2007

why do i have the luxury of time to blog now? aren't I supposed to be in lab?

darn this whole week din start right.. mon started from 9.30am (which means i woke up at 8am) and ended at 9.30pm cos of 4241 tutorial (which means i get home at ard 11.30pm)

din have sufficient sleep this whole darn week.. juggling with lab and school work.. sort of nelgecting my violin.. my teacher said that i can proceed to the next grade soon but it din amuse me cos i shld have proceeded to the next grade long long time ago if only i were not tied now by lab and modules..

so the flu viri secretly resided in my body and they multipied.. great grand father.. grand father.. father.. son.. all living so harmoniously with their spouses.. my immune system tried to resist them but they are brave warriors who fear no death.. perhaps unity yields great strength.. and they conquered my body sucessfully.. causing my body to act as a photocopying machines that amplifiy their poplution which leads to an acceraltion in their reproduction rate..

yesterday was a horrific day.. when i was so proud that although i was so sickly, yet managed to complete 3 work-ups.. just as i was leaving the lab for presentation rehearsal.. i took the scissor to cut some parafilm to seal my round bottom falsk on a shelf.. i was so not cautious, i didnt notice the small glass bottle around 5cm in height and 2 cm in diameter beside the scissor and the cuttle of parafilm, some sticker, stationery and stuff, and the scissor hits the bottle and it felll.. that belongs to my mentor's compound.. at first when i heard the sound, i din even know what fell.. cos the glass bottle was too small and i was so sure that there was no large glass container around..

but anyway, i was so upset cos i didnt know wat was going on.. why am i so careless?? if only that belongs to me.. i m feeeling so guilty.. haiz..

then i cannot go home early to rest cos the presentation rehearsal was delayed by an hr plus cos someone has something personal to settle.. the discussion ended at 10pm last night and kw's dad sent me home.. and i was so happy that i reached home within 25mins.. my bus journey will take me 1.5 hours.. and i managed to play something on my violin yesterday..

and i got 2 german essays (100words each) due.. test on wed.. presentation tmr.. violin pieces to practice.. some legal issue to settle..

my god.. everyone is helping my flu viri to survive.. thanks.. i finally realised that the flu viri are more worthy of existence than me myself..

maybe because i m just too fat and ugly or wat.. and society has no place for me.. it is ok.. i will try my very very best to ace for externality.. or according to the law of the survival of fittest, i will be wiped away from the surface of this earth soon.. and the flu viri now is just a gentle reminder that i have to take it seriously..

¤Take it easy... C'est la vie..¤