Thursday, 27 September 2007
wow.. i m so busy recently.. esp yesterday.. i did 4 work up altogether. 1 esterification, 1 hydrolysis and 2 alkylation.. i nearly died yesterday..
so actually wanted to go game day yesterday but no one informed me abt the dress code.. i wore black when it was either blue or white.. i didnt want to go lest that someone accused me of attracting attention by wearing the "different" color..
oh ya.. i suddenly realised human who are insignificant can be significant if only they know how to dress up themselves.. human are insignificant because they either look too ordinary or they are too ugly.. therefore they suffer at interviews, at making friends and at getting a spouse.. perhaps they deserved all these injustices.. this is because it is a wonder why they are oblivious that the world they are now living in is a realistic and people build their first impression of people based on looks and looks and nothing but looks. the ordinary and the ugly give people nothing but bad first impression.. with the bad first impression, the 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th impression will be equally as bad.. cos the prejudices will be there.. the only thing that the ugly can do is to be of the best character in the world.. so probably at the 4th or 5th encounter, people can see more than their ugly exterior..
what is so unfair is that if u are ugly, u need to be at least 2 or 3 or 4 times as good character than the pretty so that people will have good impression of u.. dont try to question this.. cos this happens to me before.. when i was in secondary school or jc, i was so ugly.. my hair was so disorganised and i was so much fatter than my present self (not that to say that i m thin now but the thing is i was extremely fat the last time though i m still fat now), i got only less than 5 frens in secondary school and less than 3 frens in college.. and no other people talked to me, instead they mocked at me.. uni yr 1 was horrific.. thing only got better when i got to yr 2..
and i m pretty certain that my morals are much better when i was way back in secondary school.. how ironic life is..
looks are simply too important..
so from last month onwards, i told myself that i got to marry a good-looking guy becos i cant foresee wat injustices my child will suffer if she/he inherit the bad-looking gene from me and my husband.. inheriting the bad-looking gene from me is so inevitable, therefore, my spouse got to be good-looking.. in the hope that he will have the good-looking gene from him..
i know i m evil but i dont want my child to go through whatever i have gone through in the past..
and people stop being so idiotic.. guys (all the ugly and pretty alike) only go for good-looking girls.. but people do compromise.. very ugly guys will only go for the ordinary or the ugly.. so if u r unattached, stop telling me that love is more than just good looks.. or u would probably have got urself attached to some ugly guys or some skinny guys with narrow shoulders and some short guys..
i m not a baby anymore.. stop those fairytale crap or i will not want to talk to you, a naive kid..
good looks are the bare minimum for a good husband, a good job with good pay and a good future and a good life..
