A world with me and myself.

Friday, 21 September 2007

wat seems so beautiful is but so ugly..
wat seems so ugly is but so beautiful..

i was playing Bach minuet 3 on my violin.. then i started to sing.. there is one verse which i felt so sad.. and if ur love is true, everything will be just as wonderful..

wow.. IF.. everything in life comes with conditions attached..

probably cos the perception of human is always clouded with the apparent beauty.. people simply like to equate inner beauty beauty with external beauty.. why? this is because it is not possible, technically to quantify inner beauty.. therefore assumptions are always sub-consciously made to equate inner beauty with outer beauty.. lousy assumptions..

all guys and gals alike are the same.. i never forget how little frens i have in year 1 due to my poor dressing sense.. nobody even want to look at me then..

now, i dont even give a damn to so many people becos i knew they wont even want to talk to me if i was the old me in yr 1.. so i dont feel obligated to talk to anyone who talks to me.. yup.. sometimes i understand that it might take quite some persistance for me to notice u..

becos i know.. people will continue talking to me IF and only IF i still have some dressing sense..

so i m judged by my externality.. wow..

i m utterly disappointed with the human race..

it is ok.. i will come to term with the human race soon..

p/s: Minuet 3 i will perfect it more.. abit not nice.. hahaha..

¤Take it easy... C'est la vie..¤